In the morning they were all sitting around downstairs, with mother still in her nightdress, drinking wine and sitting on another man's lap. She was s...ill very drunk and he had his hand in her clothing, touching her as the other men encouraged her, now I know why, he was masturbating her and they wanted her to cum.When I came into the room I could see my mother was close as her head was lolling and flopping, and her hips were contorted, and the men were excited as they watched.One man got up. Same time she came out to dry her hair. She was busy in drying her hair. Her sari was slipped from her shoulder and her boobs and novel were shining in the sunlight. I forgot everything and began to watch her boobs. Suddenly she looked up and i was caught by her. She smiled and asked about my wife. I replied that she went to her mother’s place and i was alone. Again she asked about my food and i replied i have to go out. We both left in to our houses.After half an hour or so, i went to take. I turned towards our pavilion and tossed myself on top of a bench. Stared at the ceiling, inspected every crevice for answers to my life problems. But found none.My clothes created too much friction. My whole life I had been caged and now I wanted to be freed. I removed my shorts and top and lay there, naked as a bluebird, the night sky the only one to see. I let my hands begin to wander. I massaged and caressed myself, wishing it was you. Tiny teardrops leaking from my eyes knowing it wasn’t.I. You have to make a choice, and I'm not going to let you go back and forth about saying yes and then no. You need to decide." What about my money?" You have no money, Brenda. I have money though." Can I have my own car? Like you gave Emily." I'm sure we can get you something, down the road. Before I start investing in you, I have to start believing that you plan to honor the agreement we're making." What about what you get to do? Are you going to be with other girls?" Yes. In fact, I'm doing.