I don’t know about others but I am very excited as I always wanted my first time to be special. Finally, the day we planned has come. I wanted to lo...k special for any guy I get today, So I made sure I look more beautiful. I was wearing a tight sleeveless tee tucked into a blue jean which makes my boobs bump more visible than normal. I told at home that I will be coming tomorrow morning and will be enjoying with friends. I started on my scooty from my place and on the road, I can see many men. All the while your left hand pinches and pulls at your nipple. Heart pounding. Toes curling. What would your Mother think if she saw you now? Or Gavin? What would Leanne Nesbit with her amazing double-D tits think of you? Would she think you were dirty? Selfish? Sad? *** (TABLETS) I feel numbness/ nothingness as I leaf through the address book and locate his number. I calmly pick up the receiver/ listen for the dialing tone (this helps to validate the realness of what Im doing) and slowly tap. " I tried to make myself sound as stern and firm as possible. The outburst, if it can be called that, served its purpose; the atmosphere lightened.I took the moment of pleasantry to check out my Dad - as I had been doing for the last two years, since I started to practise at the age of twenty-one. I noticed with relief that he had hardly changed. His Scottish features were still as sharp and handsome as ever, and he had kept his body in good shape. He had retired early and was now living off a. I appreciate that," I said.Jack gathered his jacket up and led the way out of his offices. We walked a couple of blocks to a Pub I'd never been to. "Afternoon, Jack!" the barkeeper called as we stepped in. Apparently Jack had been there before.Jack waved and we found a table.Lunch was brought to us and it was delicious. The beer was good, too. "Iechyd da," Jack said as a toast. We drank a pint of Buckley's Reverend Jamesæhave, brewed in Cardiff. (There's a political difference of opinion about.