Ben phoned the next day to say how well I had done. Just talking with him about had me dripping again, so when he suggested I go over the following da... to play with another dog I didn’t stand a chance of saying No!David and I went over the following evening; as usual I was wearing just my high heeled knee high boots. I was just so wet. Ben opened the door with the words I’ve got a lovely surprise for you tonight. I didn’t say anything back; I was too busy looking at the dog. He was huge; he. "Leia watched as Han was once again separated from her. She felt panged by the knowledge that she had failed to take Han out of this horrid place. Sure she had succeeded in releasing him from carbonite, but for what greater suffering? What might happen to him in Jabba's awful dungeon? And more importantly, what might now happen to her? There was still hope, however -- Luke's backup plan.The Hutt then directed his attention to the lovely female wearing Boushh's battle armor, smiling lavishly and. I needed to finish off a few items back at the office so they could be to clients before the holiday started, so I finished off my last drink and caught a taxi back to the business district and walked a few blocks to the tower. I had quite a buzz on and needed to sober up so I could have a clear train of thought on the work at hand.After a couple of hours I was basically finished up and decided to have a drink and enjoy the silence of the empty office. Unexpectedly I heard the main door open. So why take it out on me? Just leave me alone. I’ll be gone in four weeks. Just pretend I’m not even here.”And with that, I started emitting a leave-me-the-fuck-alone vibe.But Lisa wouldn’t let me be.Wednesday evening after showers, I was lying on my bunk naked on top of my covers, idly holding my cross in my hand while probing for the love the cross used to excite in me. Whenever I focused on the heart, my mind always went to think of Suzi.I so badly wanted to talk to Suzi. I felt so hollow.