Not the sexual or incest type love. She would be one of the last people in the world I would want to think about sexually. It’s just that she is an ...utspoken woman, not afraid to tell you what’s on her mind. I loved and respected her my whole life. If I were to tell anyone about my past it would probably be my grandma. Just being around her would brighten anyone’s day. My granddad, her husband, died three years ago. They were married over fifty years. She was still able to go on with her life.. Going on we swore at each other called each other names. it got to the point were every day We would do so.Kind of funny me and her are friends now.As my highschool years went on I got different views from people on how to react on buillng and other topics One time I went to a group to understand my sexuilty going on I met people there who told me a lot and helped me cope doing so it open me to my sexuilty more and how some things Changed for meAll through out highschool i went to these groups,. Just you and me -- on a date."He nibbled on my earlobe while my heart skipped a beat. Josh and me on a date? His lips were doing incredible things to my pulse that made it hard to think clearly. The sex had been great. We were still friends. But what about Jen and the constant flirting? And what exactly were the feelings Josh had for me? 'I want to have sex with you' feelings or 'I want you to be my girlfriend' feelings? I was so confused and Josh's lips on my neck were not helping."Just say. The worry and stress became more and more visible on his face as Kathleen lifted her hand to his face and turned it to hers. "B," she said, "I'm OK, but only if you're OK. I never wanted this to hurt you. I'm so sorry." She threw her arms around him and buried her face in his shoulder as she began to weep. "This is not your fault Kat," he said. "I'm just so scared of taking advantage of you, of being tempted to ask you to do something with someone that you don't want to even touch you." "But.