" I said, suddenly feeling awkward. I took a deep breath and tried to decide how I was going to talk to him about what had happened. I felt such a con...ection with him on the dance floor -- our body chemistries must be perfect for each other -- but I didn't really know him. I didn't know what I was getting into and I knew that after sleeping with him once with no strings attached he might think he was in for the same thing. But I didn't want that anymore. I was done with loveless relationships. Carol could only breathlessly and very disbelievingly ask, "Mark?"Julia had started looking strange when the two wives issue came up, but not half as strange as she looked after Carol asked that question.I answered, "You need to get used to calling me Ron, but you're right. It's a pretty good disguise, isn't it? It's REALLY good to be back, girls. I've missed you both VERY much."Carol tried to launch herself at me, but I had PLENTY of force to hold her firmly rooted to where she was, even. I did not know if I wanted it so that I could be close to her or if I really wanted to study.Both were the answer, maybe. I wanted to start studying, but I also wanted her presence. I knew it will not help me get rid of the lust I have for her. I knew it may make things worse. But such was the state of my mind, I was not able to even convince myself to choose between right and wrong. I was going to study, but only to be with my mother.All I wanted was a valid reason to be with my mother. I was. She had on a long nightshirt with a picture of Mickey Mouse on the front. Before my eyes could adjust, she climbed onto the bed and straddled my waist."I've been thinking about you all night," she whispered with excitement in her voice. "Especially how your mouth felt on my pussy. I was hoping that you would come into my room when you got home."I shook my head... "s*s, what..." I started to say, but stopped when she reached down and pulled her nightshirt over her head. Suddenly my words caught.