When I left the motor building shop I was instantly in front of a car, or at least a frame with sheet metal added to it. "We might need a few pieces o... other material here and there but not much more." Al said he only tacked and screwed on the pieces as on the NASCAR specifications and prints. He thought that if we wanted to remove the panels in the future, it would be easy.I told Al to put the car on a good dolly and give it to Shawna for Hank to paint. Shawna would have to do the fancy stuff. With almost a yearto go before the contest, we all thought that she could become goodenough to get by, since she had so much time to prepare. My parents weredivorced, and I had not seen my dad for almost ten years, which left mysister and I with mom. Gina and were "late babies," meaning our parentswere older, our sister is a trauma doctor and is almost fifteen yearsolder than we are, which meant that mom had plenty of time to spend withus. It also gave her time to get set in her ways, which. “Later, baby,” I winked, grabbing a white towel from the dresser before heading off to the bathroom.Sliding the screen door shut, I closed my eyes and enjoyed the stream of water raining down on my naked flesh. I ran my hands through my long dark hair. Glancing to the side, I noticed how the steamed mirror distorted my milky white reflection, outlining my shapely frame.I lathered up my body with the soapy suds, taking my time to linger over the rounded curves of my hips, before slowly moving to. I congratulated him and returned to my desk with a nagging ache in my gut that I wanted that feeling, that action and excitement. What I now call a disease or addiction at the time, started to consume my waking thoughts and late night as well. So much so that distractions at work and home became more frequent. I had to do something to appease the demands that my mind was making. I ran into my co-worker in the break room one afternoon and during our conversation asked him if I could use his.