Well, that's not so bad. Do you understand?" "I guess. What I'm sure of is that I love you more than anything in this world. I never thought I could f...el this way about any one... well, at least not my own mother. You are constantly on my mind and I feel butterflies in my stomach when I think about being with you... not just sexually, but just being around you. I'll stick with you no matter what happens." "You don't know how wonderful that makes me feel Chris. I feel the same way about you. I. I ringed my doorbell no one was there so she said yaha aake baith jao mummy papa aane tak I said ok then she gave me a towel to wipe myself then she told sit in towel only till it dries so I told koi dekhega tho so she said koi nhi dekhne wala yaha sirf hum dono hain aur bakiyo ko aane me time lagega so do it,I agreed and I went in the bedroom where she was also changing I said me bhi idhar hi change karta hu vho side palat k she agreed then I removed my tshirt then shorts now I was only in. Credit cards and cash all there. In the kitchen, I cleaned up the remains of last night’s delivered food and washed the dishes. I looked around and found the pad of paper she had used for my note. I wrote simply.“Peg, thanks for reviving me. I have to fly back to Seattle, but I’ll be thinking of you. Hugs, Dag”Some things you simply don’t put in writing. I called Jordan and he was waiting at the front door of the apartment building when I left. He lectured me soundly on going out without backup. " True," I agreed, "which is why you're going to write a confessionadmitting to the charge and laying out your plan." No I'm not. Why would I ever do that?" Because if you don't I'm going to mount you again and swim out pastthe buoys circling the island. At which point the link will break andyou'll be back in the driving seat." But I can't swim! I'll drown!" I know. Your death will be ruled either suicide or a tragicaccident." I don't believe you. You wouldn't do such a thing." We already did..