On the day of the tour, we all boarded the train together and there was a lot of screaming and shouting and singing around. I sent Sana a text saying,...‘Meet me near the pantry, I have a surprise for you’. ‘She turned to me and I signaled her to come five minutes after I left, and so she did. When she got there I grabbed her waist from behind and said, “Let me show you something. “ Saying this, I closed her eyes and took her to the cabin I’d reserved for us. It had a cot like arrangement than. On His Lordship’s maids, on all his servants, by my wife Molly when I tried and failed to rescue her. And now worn by me.No. No! I refused to accept it.I shook my head, willing this to be some sick dream. The motion set my long, braided swinging. This could not be real, I refused to let it be so. There was a pressure about me. In my head? No something deeper, etherial, almost spiritual, a force pushing against my very being. Not knowing how, I pressed back, as if denial alone could change. ” He adds instantly diminishing all of my excitement. I plaster on a smile but put some distance between us.At home I make it a point to flirt with Grant and do everything but plaster myself to him. Devin ignores us to my utter annoyance but I don’t let it entirely ruin my night. When Grant eventually leaves and mom and dad retire to bed I plop on the armchair across from devin who is on the couch and begin filing my toes.“You could cut the guy a break.” Devin says startling me. I look up. At this point, Ashley knew she had me. She knew I would cave eventually. She knew there wasn't a soul on the planet that could resist an attraction this strong and intoxicating. I was completely clueless, I thought I could go on fighting her advances for an eternity with love as my right iron hand and guiding light.A different(maybe even better) man would have told his fiance what her so called friend's true intentions were. I'm honestly not sure why I never said anything. I think maybe, I felt.