Luckily, they did not come with any obligation. They only served to improve my quality of life.On top of the addition to my sexual opportunities, I ha... discovered a possible link to restoration and expansion of a long lost love. There had been two women in my life I had truly loved. One of them I had married but could not hold onto, the other I had never even kissed (Heike). A third woman who had been an integral part of my life for decades I would place in the infatuation category because I. "What exactly would I be expected to do?" Tammy Leigh asked, partly in true ignorance and partly just wanting this handsome guy to be very up-front and forward in his approach."Are you familiar with our work at all? May I call you Tammy?" Bob said as he dug into a portfolio he'd brought with him and pulled out some of the promo materials that he used to make people aware of their products."We do adult films, Tammy, and we'd like you to audition and try out for a starring role in the movies we'd. I'm not leaving my babies with a stranger."Joyce could see that I wasn't reacting like she had hoped I would. I was willing to bet this wasn't how Mama was hoping I'd react either. I was guessing that Brenda had said something to Joyce about feeling like she might need to stay with Emily in the Fall.This meeting was probably Mama's idea, attempting some sort of damage control. She probably figured it was better to have Emily staying with us, than to take any chance of us losing Brenda. The day of the meeting came. She messaged to see if I would still go through with this. I responded that I will meet her where it was easiest for her. She mentioned the time and the location of the public restroom, and she told me what she would be wearing so I would know who to look for. I told her I will be there. I decided to take the city bus rather than drive my car, not knowing if I would be followed, or if my personal information may be traced through the car license plate, who knows,.