"Nothing is going to happen with the pudgy, long hair, funny White boy". Maria would call me from time to time to let me know where she was at and wha... time to expect her home. She said she was having a good time and that Brad was a great guy. He had her laughing a lot and she needed that. Maria called and said they would be going out to local club. I asked if there was a possibility she would be hooking up with Brad. Maria said "Absolutely not!" I was kinda let down, but this is her fantasy. She aspires to nothing less than friendship, and love – although is single. Aphrodite the goddess of love would've been jealous of her appearance, for she could seduce anyone. Whoever said love was blind, will begin to question their belief with a moments sight.School finished and my routine journey home began, though something would be different for better or worse. The pale skies filled with blackened clouds, like tears waiting for fall; the horizon appeared darkening. Suddenly rain began to. . Join us...” Xiomara spoke like a zombie cultist.“I’ve got this, Xiomara,” I declared and she sat up sharply. She didn’t smile until Pat looked up at me.“You so don’t have this,” Pat snapped. She was embarrassed to be that angry. I leaned in once again. I was just inches from her ear and she felt softer under my arms. If I had kissed her, I’d have been ecstatic for hours. If I kissed her, I’d be rewarding her talking back to me. I smiled.“My girls are wearing dresses today.” The words came to. But I ate the full amount as insisted on then went back to my room to dress. I felt strange I had so enjoyed the night but felt as a guy I shouldn’t have. Was I gay? But I felt like a real woman last night and Bradley excited me in a way Id never felt before. I had felt emotional and tearful lately more than I remember , maybe this had something to do with wanting Bradley’s strong arms around me to protect me? My mum had booked me into the hairdressers again! But this time to remove the hair.