That was my first time. Once we did it the first time that was the start we played about with each other for about three or four months after that, t...en it stopped for some time. I was just coming up to fifteen, my breasts were getting bigger and fuller and I just started to shave my pussy, never liked hair down there. One day I came home and found a bottle of vodka in the cabinet and thought I try a drink. I had four glasses of vodka with coke and took the last one up to my room, I sat on. "Oh you liked that didn't you , you little bitch, Oh Yea"!! I yelled at her.Paula was crying now completely ashamed of her self and her lies to me her husband.I would use this to my full potential."Well you little whore, guess what! , I am filling for a divorce tomorrow"! I screamed at her. She got up and ran out of the room in complete and utter shame the tears just rolled down her cheeks."Good now I have got her" I thought to myself.I didn't say another word to her the rest of the night, I. I dared not tell her how good it felt. Her hands were beneath my T-shirt, fingertips dialing my nipples, listening for the fall of tumblers. And I was tumbling, fast." I twisted away saying, "Oh, Julie, what are you doing?" She shushed me, and said in a parental tone, "I want to do this. Do you?" Her fingers remained in place, hovering, feeling my nipples rising against her palms." I was helpless_the situation just overpowered me. I caved in and let Julie go on with her seduction." Julie told. It meant nothing to me. Think of it that way." Perhaps I could, but I'll never forget the expression on your lips when you thought I was going to get the shit beaten out of me. I know that look, Kelley. It's the same look of satisfaction you have when you're experiencing the moment of truth. You know it's going to happen, and you want it. You could have stopped it with a word, but you chose to remain silent that day on the beach. Are you going to tell Wanda and your mother that it was your.