Withdrawing Ray left with Miahally barely making it inside the door before Ray sat, then told Miahally Nali asked. Reaching out Elizabeth concentrat...d on nothing but Ray, at first she felt nothing but soon she could barely feel his energy. What she felt wasn't that good either. Nali told her. Ray told Miahally. Looking at both of then Miahally told them, Miahally told them though he was a little fearful that they might get caught. both Nali and Elizabeth told him, They both looked at. Travelling. The museums. The sights. The history. I like the freedom. I feel like I’m still figuring out who I am. Is that weird?”“Not at all,” I smiled, filling her wine glass. For the third time, not that I was really counting. She seemed fine. Maybe a little tipsy. Giggly, too. And, apparently, flirty, which I discovered after we’d finished dessert and left and she’d slipped her arm through mine, letting me act as escort. “I’m not ready to go back, yet. Is there somewhere near where we can. She says she was going to love me, and she touched me, lead me to her “special place” a red room with a big bed, she made me undress, then tied me to the bed and played with me.She got naked…she made me feel good, better than my hand.NO! nO! WhY?! I didn’t want it! Why! She made me Daddy! Pleeease…believe me! Tied down…That’s a good boy…No one heard my screams…I feel…dirty…WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY…Entry 8- August 20**She keeps doing it, she keeps huRTinG me, wHy…whyyyy, why won’t you. I put the phone down and called my girlfriend. "They want me!" I told her, "They bloody want ME!" The previous day I had been to a recall for "Twelfth Night", thinking I had no chance as the confirmed cast were mostly TV stalwarts and stage legends. The play was to go on in the West End for 5 months following a 3 month tour of England, Scotland and Ireland, rehearsals starting tomorrow. It was all too much to take in - my girlfriend was working abroad on a TV job, most of my actor-friends were.