Having you drop out of my life, then burst back in a year later is a little hard to take for me. For John-John, it’s not fair. Just as he gets to kn...w his father, you’re gone again? I don’t think so. He’s just a little baby, for Pete’s sake, John! He deserves better than that, and I’ll be damned if I’m going to subject him to anything less than the stability that’s his birthright. So when you come up with a plan that’ll work, we’ll see what happens. Until then, you’re just a man that I once. ” Don sat up straight and looked his guest in the eye: “God bless America!” “Amen to that.” said the young man, with a soft conviction that made Don uncomfortable. “So where were you based?” Don changed the subject. “I travelled all over, saw a lot of the Middle East. But like you say, home’s best. What part of the Army? What did you do?” “Not much I should talk about.” Don made an effort to look serious. “But nothing I wouldn’t do all over again, for my country.” “You still in the Army?” Don. I had this strange attraction towards my sister,always looking her the way a brother is not supposed to look,she was voluptuous for her age,i used to take advantage of her affectionate hugs and embraces and feel her womanly warmth,one day when she failed in exams she came crying to me and held me in embrace,there was mum (she was out to office)to share her feelings,i held her tight,feeling her breath beating rythmically on my shoulders. Her reason for commiting suicide,she did not fare well in. It was painful and uncomfortable and I sort of flashed back to those experiences without trying to understand what you were doing or what I was actually feeling. I overreacted. I'm really sorry."I radiated sincerity because, perhaps for the first time with a man, I was sincere, without artifice."I'm sorry it made you feel uncomfortable. I had no idea what I had done wrong. I could have explained if you had asked," he said."I know."How had he made it to eighteen years old and remained this.