I don't want Emily back if it has to be like it was before. If I end up forgiving her, she'll just find another way to try to take Brenda away from us...again. I need to force her to give up on the idea of ever being able to keep Brenda for herself. I almost did it once, but I took pity on her, because I didn't want her suffering. If I'd stuck with my guns, a lot of this wouldn't have happened. Emily wants me to not forgive her. She thinks I'll end up letting her have Brenda like I've always done. He had stopped perving on me by that time which made me feel as if I was undesirable and ugly. I want to be on his mind, I want him to be thinking “Damn, if only she wasn’t a student and I wasn’t married”. I decided to unbutton a few buttons on the top of my dress so my large breasts were bludging out. Some of the guys in my class started whispering to each other and staring at my tits with a big smile on their face but I didn’t care about stupid little boys looking at me; I wanted a man to. We sat on the sofa by each others side and he started the movie. During a romantic and some what hot love making scene in the movie he reach over kissing me and grabbing my rear, I wrap my leg around him as we began to kiss heatedly. He started to rub my back, kissing my ear and neck. Wetness overcame me and my inner passion awoke. I felt for his hardness and grab it. I moved to the floor on my knees, opening and pulling down his pants to release his manliness, I took him into my mouth. I. I’ll start off with telling you a little about me. My name is Carson, I’m 5ft. 3in., with super long, down to my butt, dark brown almost black hair. I have been a dancer all my life so I’m very flexible and in quite good shape. Now a little about my brother. Unlike me, who took more from my moms side, Ryan is 6ft. 1in. and all muscle. He was Mr. Jock in school and the type of guy the girls would kill for. He has longish shaggy blonde hair and Hollister model looks. My mom swears to god that he.