My desires had changed, evolved. I didn’t want a committed relationship, I had one of those I didn’t want to give up yet, but needed something th...t would bring the excitement back into my day. Make me want to get up and be glad I was a man. That I might have the chance to actually use my dick with another human. At that thought I reached down to give it a few shakes. Decision time. Do I stay in, continue to try to not go insane, or venture out and see if there is something else that is. I'd jack off and jack off and jack off. At that age, my cock wouldn't go down after I came, and I could do it four or five or six times before I was ready for sleep. More than once, I jacked off so much that I abraded sores on my prick, and would have to endure several days of abstention until I could once again beat my meat without pain.I had no sisters and no female cousins. There were no girls in the neighborhood. No girl pals, no tomboys to climb trees or wrestle with, no accidental hands. She blushed as he cupped her pussy through her thongs. He squeezed and felt her dripping, hot moistness. She shuddered and bit his lower lip, hr hips grinding her cunt into his hand. ‘I wanna make love to you,’ he rasped. ‘Lets go to the bedroom, its more comfortable. Wait, I need to brush my teeth first, I will come and get you in second.’ Chapter 4 Dez sat back and sipped his cocktail. Cornelia went into the bathroom and brushed her teeth. Then she dropped her dress and thongs. She applied. " You will," Bea said with a firm nod. "If nothing else the citizens know that they have a damned good policeman down there running their detective bureau."Bryant's conversation was interrupted by his cell phone. His caller ID told him it was Allyson Granger."Hey, Ally," Bryant said amiably. He hadn't spent much time around his ex-wife even before he headed north but their conversations had been cordial. "What's up?" How are things up there?" Allyson asked."I should have a report for you in.