He tried to hold it all back but it was no use. His whole body shook with each sob. ‘I am so sorry, I have been such a fool.’ For some inexplicab...e reason Henry felt as if he had somehow failed Lindzi. ‘It can happen to anyone. I lost more when it happened to me.’ This news brought up Henry short. Lindzi was so confident, so self-assured, so much in control, how could someone have fooled her? It turned out that the mark had been someone else but it didn’t make any difference, she had lost. The whole sneaking out the trailer window business was just to get some freedom of choice in selecting a partner for an evening of fun and games. One that she did not have to make coffee for in the morning and tried not to look in the eye for fear her mother would see her guilty heart.The tour of available apartments was limited by budget and proximity to her place of work. That narrowed her choices down considerably and at the end of the day she knew the pickings were might slim because the. She accepted my invitation and came home with me after our last class. Mom had made space for her in Janet's room. I StartedTo panic. Cindy would be spending two weeks in "My" room; I didn't have time to hide any pictures, Janet's diary, nothing was hidden.Jim had made plans to ask Cindy to marry him, on Christmas Morning. I knew I would have to come clean if we had any chance of success, and this is the woman I want to be the mother of my children and live with forever.Cindy made it very. I joined the cars in the multiple lines that had been set up to allow postal workers to take your return. I passed the time enjoying the glances of the men who were to my right and left and soon was at handing my envelope to an older postman who enjoyed his peek at my short skirt and legs. I started to drive off when someone approached my car and asked me to pull over to the side of the road. I recognized him to be my first lover from last year.He didn't give me any false lines about being in.