” I gazed out at the ocean. “But I’ve left something for you.”“Sir?”“Shin Bet will be offering you an extremely generous early retiremen... package tomorrow, Yakob. I hope that you’ll choose to take it.”He resumed scanning the facade of the hotel. “Wouldn’t know what to do with myself, sir.”“You can think about that. Travel, perhaps. Visit places where there’s no-one else in a hundred miles.”“Places like that still exist?”“I understand that they do.” I rose from the recliner and extended my hand.. " No, Mary. That's where you're wrong. There are a lot of transsexuals andcross dressers out there who are willing to have little bits done hereand there and if it wasn't for Helen's discount from the surgeon, itwould be very expensive." You said photographs." Yeah. He said maybe when I get settled out in the Hamptons he'd send outa photographer to shoot me." Wow. So you're going to be a cover girl too." Nah, he wants some follow up photos, no glamour." You never can tell. You could be a runway. She was looking damn sexy. I put my lips towards her; she realized some thing wrong, so she opened her eyes and amazed to see me doing so. She became angry with me and asked me to go to my room. But I caught her hand and ask her to come to my room. She asked me why I should go there. I said please mom I want to show u a real gift. With a great surprise she moved towards my room. There my computer was running. One incest story about mom and son was on the screen. I asked her to sit on the chair. How did you sleep last night ?" Not very well. I kept waking up." No wonder. Your life has been turned upside down. It must very upsetting and confusing, to say the least." Her voice was tender. "Maybe you should take another sedative. There are some left in the medicine cabinet. I had them for when Mom died. I gave you one last night."Ellen got me a sedative and a glass of water. When I had drunk it she took my hand and led me to the bed room ."Come on, I'll unzip you." She slid down the.