"She said, "I already miss you, see ya!"An hour later, I already missed her. Wow! Having sex makes you kind of always anticipating the next time you m...y see your new partner. We're already best friends, but now ... it's really hard to explain.Second period, third period, study hall ... I couldn't concentrate even a little. I may see her at lunch, but we don't usually hang around the same set of kids at school.I saw a flash of red hair across the room ... No; that's Miss Resnick. She's kind of. It was Columbus Day; she was working in the office when Greg Sandler came in. She knew Greg was trying to stay away from her and that he was scared that her father might find out about what happened in September. “What’s up Greg?” she heard her father say. Sandler told her dad that the Latimore Building, the one they had been working on all year, was ready for inspection. There was a motivated buyer who wanted to move in as soon as possible before Thanksgiving.“Sammy Coltrane, the building. Wake her up, make sure she gets inside the front door, and you hear it lock. If you hear a thud afterwards, don’t worry about it, and go on your merry way.’ ‘What does that have to do with you beating me up, 3 hours after I climbed into bed?’ ‘What did you do to me when you climbed into bed?’ ‘I did exactly what you asked me to do.’ ‘What did I ask you to do Joseph?’ You turned towards me, gloriously naked, and said, ‘Make love to me.’ ‘I did not. I was so tired from the evening before, it. How she was the only person who was really nice to me and howI missed her when she was gone.She looked at me and said softly, 'You know, it's funny, you're more ofa sister to me than Carol.'I almost had tears in my eyes when I looked at her and said, 'I wish Iwere your sister for real.'The flood gates had opened. We talked all night but I had finallyadmitted to her, and perhaps for the first time to myself, that Iwished I were a female. I wasn't gay because to me that meant I wantedto be with.