This looked like a rape moment. For some inexplicable reason, all I could think of was Nirvana and Kodak.Ivan waved his goodbyes as enthusiastically a... a little Russian kid who got vodka and tickets to a bear fight for Christmas. He was holding a small wad of cash in one hand, and his smile shone with the radiant intensity of the finest nickel cases soviet dentistry had to offer."'Buy' butt-sex! Jesus, what a horror. I thought he'd rape me and you'd just sit by and watch!" Would you have. I had a small loyal band of friends but didn't know a soul outside of my tight group. I was shy but determined to introduce myself.To my surprise, Mia accepted me into her very large circle right away. Casual chats in the hall and a shared class lead to study sessions, group hangouts and invitations to social events. As the snow melted we found ourselves spending every day together. Mia would often nap in my bed, stripping down to panties and one of my goofy t-shirts. I would admire her perfect. Thisusually happened – they would eventually find eachother again. Danielle paid little attention. Shechanged partners often, checking out the guys asunabashedly as they stared at her. Some she dancedwith, some she teased a little. Some she talked to, orrather yelled over the music to, and let buy herdrinks. Danielle avoided the alcohol, but did need theoccasional liquid refreshment, and, eventually a tripto the restroom.The restrooms were a series of porta-johns hidden fromthe main. Achanak mere balance mera balance bigdaaur mai gate se takraya aurshayad gate lock ni kiya tha. Aur mai under gir pada. Mujhe dekhkar wo jor se chillai. Karan tum yaha kya kar rahe ho aur jaldi se toliye se khud ko dhak liya.Mai to fati ankho se dekhta hi reh gaya. Aur kehne ye kya battamiji hai. Maine unke par pakad liye aur kehne laga bhabhi sry. Mujhe maaf kardo. Aur bataya ki mai unhe bahot pasand karta hu. Aur mainekaha bhabhi please mujhe maaf kardo. Aap jo kahoge mai karunga par mujhe.