The next day, he told me to dress. It was not Sunday. He hitched the mule to the cart and we loaded our accumulated goods destined to sell in Danlick....I wanted to carry Luke, but Hory made a cradle for him among the sacks and casks. Our son cried immediately upon embarking, loud and long, until Hory relinquished Luke to my lonely arms. He had taken to chewing tobacco. He spit next to my foot when the joy of motherhood returned to me.Luke gurgled and spoke, “Mawma.”My tears lasted for twenty. " Did I ever tell you what a sexy smoker you are, Mom?" I asked."You are so sweet to say that, " mother answered. With that, she reached over, queezed my hand, and blew a stream of smoke into my unexpected mouth."Wow," I stuttered, "that was sexy." You were such a naughty boy last night," mother laughed."Gee mom," I answered, " I thought you liked the enema I gave you." Liked it, Sweetie?" I loved it! It was the most incredible experience of my life." God, mom, hearing you say that turns me. I held her bun and screamed stroke hard you bitch. she started using her language,”haan bhadve,i will fuck you harder madarchod”.I was so wild i started sucking her nipples and fingered her wet pussy,i slapped her not hard but wanted to and asked her to abuse me more, she went on ,”chod mujhe,chutiya,aaj mein raand kya,teri land ki chut banungi”.I was so excited, i started licking her pussy and her gspot so hard,she moaned,”aaahh,please chod de,”but i wanted to please her as she was the dream. .Put your hand between her thighs , go on !!" Miranda looked at Josie "is this true , tell me this isn't true Josie , tell me you want to be freed from all of this !" Josie sobbed and looked up as best she could "You don't understand, unless you are like me or any other of the girls here you just wont understand, we live for this kind of treatment, it's our own choice " she smiled at Miranda then dropped her head down as the pressure on her arms was becoming to uncomfortable. This wasn't enough.