Naturally, I asked her when this had taken place, and the answer she gave was vague and misleading."I've told you that I don't care what you do when w...'re apart. I don't ask you where you've been or what you did and I would appreciate the same courtesy from you."That was only partially true. While she didn't ask me what I had done while I was away, she kept better track of my schedule than I did. I didn't hear from her for a few days, and I began to think that the end to our 'time' together had. But I never ever told them how I really felt. I was afraid maybe I would lose them. Would it screw things up? I didn't know, so that was why I never said anything before. Jesse caught me looking at her boobs that night.“JJ, are you looking at my boobs?” Jesse asked.I was more than a little embarrassed at that minute. I was caught.“I'm sorry Jesse. I just think you are really pretty. I like you a lot,” I replied.Then she took my hand and kissed me on the cheek once again.“Do you really feel that. He stitched them up and then covered them with a large Band-Aid. He gave me a tube of ointment then sent me on my way.Thirty minutes later we were back at the embassy, just in time to watch Ching Lee give the news conference.I called into the office and dictated an update to be given to Ching Lee so she could finish out the news conference.An MTEC call to the White House was on order and lasted an hour before I finally ended it. Dick James was going to notify the Spanish Secretary of State that. So after their little talk, everyone was asked to share what their early masturbation experiences were like... Where, when, who knew and what were the consequences, how often, and how did it make you feel during and after? The stories people told were quite intimate and often couched in tears. I knew one thing for sure at the seminar’s conclusion... Sharon and Frank were on to something important and I haven't viewed masturbation the same way since.Members of the club often came to the seminar.