My body tensed up as the spark inside of me exploded and rushed through my body from head to toe. I arched my back from the bed and squeezed my legs t...gether. I opened my eyes and sat up, then pulling the covers off. My panties were wet, so I slid them off. I touched between my legs again to feel the wetness, then reached for my journal so that I could note that my girl part was working. It felt magnificent, better than any I had as a guy, I think. Since it had been so long from the last time I. I was in heaven, feeling the muscles and joints relax.As he was massaging my back, I lifted my head a little bit. My face was just before his pants, and they were in hands reach. I got my dick erected again, this time. I just put my hands on his thighs. He exhaled deeply and was breathing heavily.When I heard that he was breathing heavily, I got the confidence in me and slowly started to rub his thighs. He was breathing more heavily. I reached the back of his thighs and started rubbing again,. I have been cross-dressing off and on most of my life. I have gonethrough all of the usual stages that most of us go through. Building awardrobe, guilt, purging, denial and repeating the cycle again andagain. Then I eventually learned to just accept the fact for what everreason, that it is part of my personality and might as well enjoy it inprivate.So having spent the past couple hours transforming myself. I look in themirror to see a reflection of a somewhat attractive woman in her. It had never worked out to her benefit. Why should I believe it would be any different for me?" I love her, papa. She isn't like those other girls to me. I need to be around her in order to feel all right." Larry, what's more important to you? Is it Clara, or what you want? You have to make that choice, and when you do, you have to live with, and stay true to that decision. This is important to Clara, to her mama, your mama, and to me also. We need to be able to trust that you will do what we.