Abdul crept stairs and stood in the doorway quietly watching. Zeki hadn’t seen him. I waived him away and then went and closed the door. I had the i...pression that most of Zeki’s sexual encounters had been through Abdul sharing his women with him and I just felt it would be nice for him to have at least one personal experience. He has quite an impressive cock, about the same length as Abdul’s but not quite as thick. I could close my hand around it, something I can’t do with Abdul’s. I sucked. To others who were lesbian, biit was a test. Part of the indirect conversion is the divide and conquersaying that gay is ok because it is has been around a long time, but,bi, lesbian, and transgender have only been around for 10 years. Thetactic was done by those who claimed they had a college education, caseworkers and shelter workers and even one who was a city of Chicagoteacher who lived in Wisconsin.At one point, her friend had enough of the shelters and left suddenly,she asked her to join. The old bat should have left you to die rather than pamper and coddle you.” She flipped the stick and the twitching frog dropped to Ledger’s lap.Ledger watched the sad, dying frog, tears welling in his eyes as it quickly stopped moving and died while it lay on his lap. As it died, it didn’t know what was said to it, “I’m so sorry little frog. I just wanted to like you, not get you killed.” He looked at the way she had gone and cursed her for her evil intent. He swore he would never be like her. It was really weird to go from singing a song that made me sound like arock star to a song that made me sound slightly like a stuck-upHollywood celebrity. I liked the song, but Scott had definitely takenme out of my comfort zone when I recorded it. Dad had said that Isounded completely different when I sang it. I worried about hiscomment until he assured me that it was a good thing.This time I pulled the microphone out of its stand and moved around thestage. I didn't have any real choreography.