But I had copied the list of Tom's commands thatmattered.Tom eventually calmed down and was drawn upstairs as usual. He justwanted to look.The linger...e drawer in his parent's bedroom slowly slid open and Tomobserved the exact position of everything before daring to touch. Hehad even been careful to avoid finger marks on the drawer handles too."Why oh why oh why? Why, why, fuck, fuck, fuck, damn! Why wasn't Iborn a girl?" he asked himself aloud. His voice revealing frustrationand agony. "I. It was evident that David had cum inside her mouth. “Oh my god,” she moaned when she saw the smile on her face while she swallowed it. “I’m just a whore.”“I’m sorry,” he said sternly. “You are not a whore. You’ve just discovered that you are a woman that enjoys sex in all of its glory. A whore is a woman that sells her body for money. You are using your body for exceptional pleasure. There’s a big difference.”“My mother would say I’m a whore.”“Here’s the good news, sweet girl. Your mother isn’t. Jab me bahar aya to vah ankh band kiye palang parchit leti thi,aur me tv dekhne laga,lagbhag ek ghante baad jab mene sone ke liye tv band kar raha to meri ankhe meri bahen ke badan par tik si gayi kyonki bina bra ke uska t-shirt uske stano par pasine ke karan chipak sa gaya tha aur uski nipples ke ubhar saaf dikhayi de rahe the,usne apna ek haath apne t-shirt me daal rakha tha jisse uska makkhan sa gora pet nazar aa raha tha yah dekh me pagal sa ho gaya aur me light band kar apne ling ko hath. There were the giggling junior high school students whose crush on him was both obvious and unfathomable."Where were they when I was in junior high school?" he muttered as he continued his survey.For that matter, where was Ellen McKay? She hadn't been here yesterday either. So far, she was the only thing that made this job worthwhile. Well, that and the money.Harris would have much preferred to have gotten a full-time summer grant at the engineering school he attended. The part-time grant only.