." That's not the only itch you have, is it Eva?" Emily Jones smirked at Eva Porter who smiled quietly back in reply."Ladies!" chided Clare and went o... "Everybody is twitchy — Cedric wants to put the PD on standby; Morg is adjusting the visual holos; TJ is on the weapons' console checking missile programmes; Orville worries about bunker levels; Dorothy has done two EVAs inspecting the electromags; Charles' little toe is itching and I'm edgy." It's contagious" TJ explained "Morg and I feel. I had never drunk, and smoked, and smoked-up, as much as I did the night before. I apologized for greeting her half-naked and half-conscious. I honestly regretted having slept through a portion of the little time I had left with her but the fact that it brought her to my bedroom, possibly for the last time, eased my mind.She sat on the window and lighted up a cigarette. In the silence that followed I observed her pretentious posture while she smoked. She is tall and has a toned pear-shape body.. I was dressed more feminine recently at a major mall near my home. I was standing near the food court when a young man told his child to watch out for the woman, meaning me. I smiled. It made my evening.Others are beginning to see me closer to the way I see myself. People open doors for me now. I find other courtesies from strange men that are reserved for women, like offering a hand. It is interesting when I encounter it. I am not used to reacting like a woman, and at times, have to remind. But not bobby, he wanted me to see. So we started messing around. Well one day, i brought him to my house, and i told him blow me in front of the window. He was so scared, but i told him dont worry no one will see. He said, thats not what im worried about, what if it hurts when you fuck me? The question rolled in my mind, because to this date i havent fucked him, my dick was pretty big so i never thought to try it. I said, today im just going to pretend, but i wont actually do it. ok? He said.