. when they turn violent and try to hurt themselves!I AM NOT INSANE!No! he disciplined himself. Show nothing. Stay calm. Control yourself. Say nothing... show nothing, yield nothing! Give NOTHING away. Be strong!Adams stiffened himself. He braced himself rigidly against the chair. He clasped his hands firmly together. He inhaled a steadying breath, forced his eyes to focus above their heads and picked a small crack between the sound-dampening tiles above the mirrored window. I am unshakeable!. “I guess I expected some kind of disagreement. Don’t get me wrong - I’m happy we haven’t had any. And even though I want to keep it that way, something is going to come up. I just hope we’re prepared for it.”“We love each other,” Jessica said. “We’ll work out whatever it is when it happens.”“On that we all agree,” I said.“Jess, how much time do you have off at the end of this semester?” Kara asked.“Two weeks, and then it starts again,” she sighed. “I’ll be here on May 23rd and go back to Indy. Yes ... yes, saheb...” she answered, no longer sounding confident any more.“OK, good...” I grunted, rubbing the palms of my hands together “take off your clothes, then...” I instructed, looking at her coolly.“Unhh ... what ... what, saheb...” she muttered through her thick lips, not sure if she’d heard me right.“You heard it ... take off your clothes...” I repeated, my tone level and cool.She stood there fidgeting with the braid of her hair for the briefest of moments, probably wondering why I. .. have me, let it be as I am ... I will ... submit quietly ... oh! my God!!' she wailed.'That won't do, dear,' I replied, not unkindly, but still firmly, 'you must be naked, Leah; now, will you or will you not undress yourself?'Leah shuddered, cast another imploring glance at me, but seeing no answering gleam of pity in my eyes but stern determination instead, she stammered out: 'Oh! Deepak! I can't!! have some pity on me, Deepak, and ... have me as I am! I promise I'll be ... quiet!'I shook.