Sometimes I wonder if, had Kayla joined Constellation instead ofLauren, I'd now be in a clandestine relationship with the Scottish girlinstead...The c...ntinued presence of the invitation on our coffee table makes thefollowing morning very awkward as we get ready to head out, and thetrain ride to Southampton is conducted in near-silence- though the mooddoes lighten when the front door of Kayla's parents' posh house opensand we're greeted with tight hugs from the older couple."Welcome home!". Billy ... you're first ... then Donnie ... George ... finally me," Jennifer responded. "But if you were it that round you don't get a turn 'til the next round." Sixty seconds? ... Who's the timer," George asked."Duh ... Use your head George..." Donnie chastised. "The clock on the back of the house has a second hand ... anyone watching can do it ... even you..."George back-pedaled, "Yeah, yeah ... I got it ... lets play, then." Hold on a minute..." Jennifer stood up. "One more point." Her. The sudden jerk reminded Daisy to help direct him, cooing softly to her dog lover.‘Gently, please.’Max shivered at her voice, remembering his training he pushed back into her slowly, not wasting more time before pulling out again and getting into a rhythm of long powerful strokes. Daisy was seeing stars now; she’d waited so long for this moment and it was everything she had wanted. She whispered continued words of praise into Max’s ears, kissing the underside of his jaw as she focused on. And pipe dreams at that! Life got in the way. For both of us. Things were too complicated in our real worlds with our spouses and families and we were living this separate fantasy life on the internet.I was so in love with him I probably would've tossed my real life away for him not knowing what it would've brought me. But he couldn't do the same. We still chatted some after that but things were different, especially with him. I still longed for his love and wanted things to be the way they.