It was hard trying to remember what I'd said to everyone in the dream.Tony worked with me and I was now walking with crutches but taking it slow. We t...lked and I must have said a few things differently because Tony told me more about his personal life with the women. Like me, he was a player. He'd have sex with anything that moved. I sure was glad that Annie didn't date him. I didn't want to bring up Kelly until Annie brought her up.My parents came in everyday and told me more things about. My only real options were to marry or stop having sex, if I wanted to make things right with the church. And I was honest enough with myself to know I wasn’t going to stop having sex. I LIKED having sex. And even if I concluded I wasn’t going to go further with Katy and break things off with Melody, there was my promise to Jocelyn which I was NOT going to break for anyone or anything.That left two options - avoid confession completely or omit an entire class of sin. The second option felt like. He was now rubbing my pussy and dipping his fingers in. My relaxed respiratory rate was increasing as a new excitement found me. Malcolm pulled the towel a little and let it fall to the floor. Everything felt funny as if a fog had settled onto my brain. How much did you give her Malcolm asked Just one tablet Well that seemed to do it They had drugged me! This should have been a red flag but again no protest was forth coming. Help me get her onto the chaise Malcolm asked Ill have her there . ..I was ready and as able bodied as any twenty-one year old.Spent many lonely nights dreaming of all those places in the world that were exotic.Enough of the day dreaming, I had an interview for a day job on the following Monday morning.I had to live now, in a big reality, the reality that bites.As I was about to get up and walk to the bar, this handsome 6'3' guy walks up to me.His eyes were as dark as the night, his body was as rugged and strong as the tallest mountain. I wanted to resist this.