I didn’t document what day I started to not think of her daily, but as embarrassing as it is to admit, it probably came in around eight months or so...But then more time passed, then even more, and I no longer saw myself as an extension of her. I was Aaron again, I was my own person, and felt comfortable being the only person attached to my destiny. I’d still think about her, maybe once a week, maybe once a month, but never associated her with my past sins nor hers. Just a general, ‘Oh yeah, her,. “That’s just my opinion.”Lucy agreed, “Besides honey, we already have one of those small time book keeper and tax people who works from her home. She is a lot cheaper than going through all that. Her monthly charge is small enough to pay her with dirty money, and she can add the motel right away.She thinks all your money is from the landscape, or the 2nd chance store. She might charge us a little more to add the motel, but we can keep her in the dark. Wayne and Marty know better than to mention. . Jeez!:) They left me in the room to spend the night and went home to their wife's I guess.... Yes, they were all married, it made me feel safe and condoms were used. For some reason it did not really occur to me when it was happening, probably because SO much was happening but when I thought about it later (and thought about how sore my pussy/ass was) I got to thinking about the actual fucking time as compared to what my normal is. My BF and I are probably much like other couples, we. I pulled up the diaper upwards and securely fashioned the side with safety pins. I then pulled up plastic pants. I then tied together your feet so you could not walk to the bathroom to relieve yourself. I then looped a rope around your waist and secured your wrists to it on the front. The rope was not tied securely and all knots were loose. You could get free in a few seconds if you pulled hard. The restraints were more symbolic that practical. You know that I am not a sadist, will never force.