While I saw the sites of Berlin I began to wonder what sites Holger was seeing. To say I was miserable was an understatement, something was wrong and ... couldn’t fix it. I had tried to talk to Nickole in our hotel room but as soon as she saw where the conversation was going she became very upset refusing to discuss my concerns. In a way my attempt to talk to her backfired, as she seemed bent on on spending even more time with Holger, even after the nightly dinner. As for me, I spent a lot of. ’ I pushed him away. A few years back I had lost my virginity to Mac. I couldn’t stand him but he was always around. And even I couldn’t deny how gorgeous he was. I just figured that if I was always going to be single, I might as well lose it to a hottie that wasn’t going to take advantage of me. No one ever really caught on that anything had happened between us. So we let it happen again and again and again. In the years since, we had went home together quite a many times. However, we only. "Maybe Jake was right. Beth did have an insatiable curiosity. She just hoped her sister's curiosity didn't get her into some kind of trouble she couldn't handle.'What kind of trouble could she get into? She can kill as effectively as I can. She can teleport anywhere she wants to go. What could overpower her against her will?'That was the 'kicker'. Against her will, not very many people could do anything to her. Wherever Beth was, she evidently had agreed to be there. Realizing that, Béla was. ..She was a chubby Asian girl of fair complexion. She stood about 5'5" and had light brown hair. I had known her since elementary school, but I never paid her much attention until I reached High School.I actually remember the first time I really noticed her. One day after school, I was hanging out with a friend by the tennis courts. At the time, it was girl's season for tennis and she was on the Varsity team. As my friend and I were chatting, my attention soon drifted to all the girls on the.