Jaimie told her m_ommy what I had told her to tell her dad so Pam went along with the lie to John. Boy, was the preacher pissed. He even cursed! Ja...ie cried. She knew she could not go back to her Christian University in a few weeks so she was going to have to stay there, and they would have to tell the church. She would have to go forward and ask for forgiveness and there would be church meetings on topic and gossip would be all over. I called Jaime mid-week and told her to meet me mid. The more a woman looked like a man, the more he was obsessed with being the "victim" of her abuse. If she was pumped up on steroids and bulging with muscles everywhere, if her facial features were masculine, if she wore her hair short and natural or if she was transgendered and sporting a big ole, juicy, fat cock, he would make that woman the center of his lust to the extent it would become a maniacal obsession. He would spend endless hours, furiously masturbating, thinking about being. Please tell me you're okay. I'm reallysorry for getting carried away. I know it's no excuse," Holly said,pausing to sigh, "...but I genuinely think those clothes don't look badon you. They'll do the job until I can save some money to buy you somenew, more manly clothes, okay? I... actually think they look really goodon you, but I understand if you don't want to... You don't have to wearthe stuff from Simeon Paydes International, alright? And if that Darbykicks up a fuss or anything then... then. I care about you so much, Delaine.”I yanked my hands from his then. “How could you ask me to choose only you when you have flat out told me that I alone will never be enough for you? That’s some hypocritical bullshit, Eric.”“I’m not making you choose. I would never do that. I’m saying that because I know you. I know you’re going to choose one of us in the end because not choosing is already tearing you apart. I just want it to be me.”I couldn’t look at him. My mind was racing. Then he reached.