So I spent most of my time wearing just a Tee-shirt or my PJ topsand lying back in a recliner in front of the TV with this huge sackspreading my legs ...part. You couldn't even see my dick, it was completelycovered up by the sack, there was just the catheter going into a littlehole up near the top of the sack where my dick used to be. The first timethat Jeff saw me like that I thought that he was going to faint. Thedoctor kept telling Mom not to worry that the swelling should go downshortly.Yeah. He told her she might as well call him John since I did.Tonight's game was at Griffith. They'd lost both games while Highpoint had won both of theirs. John and Wanda were making bets on how many points Highpoint would win by. The winner was going to be the other's slave on Sunday.John spoke over his shoulder. "Jack. I hear you've got a girlfriend at school."Jill had her arms around my left one. They tightened perceptibly when he said that."No Sir. A friend, but not a girlfriend." Come on, Jack.. He spent more time at work and went on business trips, constantly seeking new clients and marketing his products. I wouldn't see him for a week at a time. Then, what I call the announcement day, came. First, my son phoned and said he was going to marry his girlfriend, because he loved her and… she was pregnant. That threw me. I didn't expect that he was even close to marriage and I wasn't thinking of becoming a grandmother. I was still in my thirties. Then came the devastating announcement that. It looked soft. I looked up at Dad. "Dad," I said again. Nothing. I bet he was passed out again. Mom always said when he drank a lot he would pass out and nothing could bring him around. I stood between his legs to get a better look. I bent over and put my face real close. I couldn't take my eyes off it. "I'm really seeing a real one," I thought to myself.I reached out with my right hand and started to touch it. I drew it back. "What if he wakes up," I thought. I just had to know what it felt.