I'm not interested in having sex away from Elizabeth, the way I feel, I'll love her until I die. The only thing that worries me is when we matriculate... I'm not smart enough to go to uni and she would be a fool if she doesn't go. I think that would break us up and we'll never get back together again." I'm on the pill. I haven't told you, Dan, that I did it once with Benny Passfield. I didn't tell you because I knew it would upset you. It was just the once, and then his parents moved to. " She was already plotting her next move. "Look," Christopher plopped down into an overstuffed couch. "I don't know what's going on here, and I don't like it. Is there, or isn't there a cure for this DCD stuff?"Ellen took a deep breath. "Probably not." There has to be something I can do, darling!" "Actually," she said. "There is. You can go on wearing panties. But eventually, the desire will grow. Eventually, you will desire wearing brassieres, garter belts, stockings..."Christopher shook his. After teasing with a few shallow thrusts, he pushed his head into me; making me let a gasp in surprise…"Damn bitch, you are tight. Did you have been fucked before…?" I was concentrating too hard to answer, instead focusing my attention on letting him push deeper. Making short progress, he pushed deeper and deeper, pausing only to let me catch my breath. "How does that feel…?" “You love my black cock deep inside you?”Thoughts went through my mind; but all I could do was moan…I felt him pull back. "Sorry Kell" I saidcontritely "it's just well you know, but I mean, I'll try, I'll reallytry" I sniffled as I could feel tears brimming. Shonali put her armaround me to comfort me "Susanna, Susanna, Kelly's right, you have totry and forget you were ever a boy, for me and Kell it's easy; we havealways been girl's. You really, really, really have to believe that youare now the girl you have always wanted to be, you really do, now let'sgo to bed as we have a big days shopping tomorrow." I smiled.