“Are we in trouble Ms. Finnegan?” asks Billy. I look at him again and wonder why my daughter is such an idiot. At times like this I do see some of...me in that girl.Like me, she has no idea what she has. She’d better stop taking this boy for granted or she IS gonna end up like me. Maybe she won’t be left with a baby, but she may just lose him.“Billy ... the oil filter is still stuck,” she snarls. “Stop worrying about my mom and get down here. I need another set of hands.”There is no hesitation.. So she is always tired these days and staying alone in flats makes her life more painful as she has to cook and does every house hold by herself.Then I said why you don’t marry then; to which she replied that she will marry only after completion of her study. I said okay and look at the clock it was already 6pm as she used to stay alone in Kathmandu I asked her why don’t you have dinner here with me today. You are alone and I am alone why to cook at different place? She also agreed and starts. "Well we just found this place of yours, it is very nice." Claire said. Both young men looked us up and down. "Well you can hang out if you like." One of the guys said. I at on the couch and Claire sat on the floor. One man sat with me and the other with her. Now at this point I must admit that I had a secret fantasy to have sex with a young man for the first time. His first time. I would be his first taste of sex and women, the one he always remembers. So when this man starts to kiss me that. Her new job, her sister coming south to meet her in a few weeks. Mary was particularly animated, and, as it turned out, pretty interesting as well. I found myself drawn into her conversation... All too soon, she got up to leave. "Well, Jim. It was nice talking to you. You know, I just know that somehow, you are listening to me. The nurses seem to think that you can hear me, and even if you can't, it helps a lonely girl like me to have somebody to talk to."She looked to the door, and the nurse.