I needed a release. I wanted him to resume touching me; to finish me!Standing in front of me, Eric towered over me; and his erection waved a few inche... under my chin. I could not deny the attraction I felt at that moment for this incredibly attractive young man….who also happened to also be my son. I think I would have done anything for him at that moment; he owned me!He reached out, took my robe from my shoulders, dropping it to the floor, leaving me completely naked. Eric then took my arms,. I was in heaven, but knew it couldn't last. Steve didn't, couldn't realise,but I was sure that he wasn't truly gay, perhaps bisexual, and that what wedid would help him overcome his shyness. Some lucky girl would catch him oneday and hopefully understand that he was a natural submissive, not a slaveboytype, but in need of some rough handling in bed. We were already working close on the project and the manager suggested thatwe did it at my house to avoid the constant disturbances at the office.. I looked directly at her with a smirk in return and winked. As they drew closer and closer to zero, our faces drew closer until we could feel each other hot intoxicated breath. My eyes momentarily went to her lips and then down to her blouse. I caught the slightest glimpse of bra covered breast, then my gaze returned to her eyes which were closed.'HAPPY NEW YEAR' filled the room as everyone began to shake each others hands and hug and the usual rubbish they did every year. However, this was a. Imagining myself with no dick... with the pussy I now missed on her- with that cock going into me and that girl in my arms... I'd sometimeswondered if I was gay or transexual, but this would be neither. We'd belike impossible beings, a boy and a girl with the actual oppositegenitals to what we were born with. What if I couldn't change back? Iwas surprised to find how little that thought worried me."So you want some or not?" she waved the purple vial at me, biting herbottom lip a little,.