It was about a 3-minute video of me sitting on a chair and masturbating. At the end, I shot 3 or 4 long ropes of cum all over my chest and stomach. Ne...dless to say it was very graphic.My sister in law’s response:“Wow! Is all I can say. I must admit you made me a little wet watching this!”I couldn’t believe I was having this conversation with my wife’s sister. Unbelievable.I emailed her back and said I was glad she liked the video and now I have something to think about the next time I played. I. .....for so long"almost murmured, hushed. "Go......get out of my bedroom John....sleepin the spare room" I try to plead 'but Wendy" " just go John, go, now,please". I slowly rise to my feet, I can't face her, I can't talk toher, head lowered, eyes downcast, tears tumbling, I leave our bedroom,her bedroom, and wonder, oh god, what have I just done.Strange dreams haunt my fractured sleep. We are at a party or functionof some sort. I see Karen and Alan, chatting casually, happily, as theyboth sip. As I kick them off you roughly rub your hand up my thigh, it makes the breath catch in my throat and a filthy moan escapes me as you rub your finger across my throbbing clit, circling it in a way I love, then quickly slipping two fingers inside me. You're driving me crazy and I need you to fuck me, I moan that I'm willing to go without my fantasy licking from you because I wanna fuck you so bad. With a horny grunt you re-position me so I'm straddling you again, this time no barrier between us.. I am relieved. I can't stand the thought that he might get one of his friends pregnant and damage his future. Mame, of course, thinks EVERYONE should be having lots of sex with everyone else. She even suggested that she might have sex with Charley herself so that his first time wasn't unpleasant as her own memories of the first time.Actually, I have to be honest that she said that either she or I should do it. I said nothing. Nevertheless, a chill went down my spine and I wasn't sure it was.