I can't seem to stop myself! I seem out of control and Owen is disappearing, VANISHING! He's become so transparent all I can see in the mirror is a gi...l!" I'm afraid I began to tear up a bit which elicited an immediate warning that I'd ruin my mascara so I dabbed at my eyes with a tissue that I took from my little shoulder bag.I think it was to Ellie's credit that she took that outburst all in without critical comment. She simply sat there and smiled sweetly at me and placed a reassuring hand. I completed my ensemble by slipping on my new skirt and finally slipped the tight white sweater over my head and eased it into position over my bra covered tits. I put on some eye shadow and mascara and finished my preparations with a nice bright red slutty looking lipstick on my lips. I was ready and waiting!At 6:35 the doorbell rang and I heard Charlie go to the door to see who it was. Sure enough it was Derek.Charlie invited him in and shortly after I heard them both climbing the stairs.. 2 and 90degree.But I didn’t react.But our face were touching each other.Aunt asked me why are you afraid.I replied that window was open and she closed the window.And asked me did you hear what do I talk in phone .I said no and I asked what was you talking and she said you cannot understand as you are small.I told her am grown up.Then she told so you grown up .Intod her ya I am.Then she told ooops so why are just putting your hands on this (looking at boobs). You really needs your head over. I decided to doa plan of action. So I turned the list over and put down what I woulddo today.I wrote feverishly for some minutes and then read out the results tomyself.I decided the number one thing that I must sure of was that I mustn'tget caught. If someone suspected me of being David I would be takenaway. However, now I am Katie, no one should recognise me.Another problem was, being out in the open when school is on.I don't know what it's like where you are, but around here, we havewhat is.