On our next date, he showed up with a pretty little gift for me: my very first vibrator. It wasn't fancy - just a plain silver rocket vibe - but it wa... all mine. I couldn't wait to use it and see what it would feel like. As it turned out, I didn't have to wait at all. Sean and I used it together that very night. Now, I'm a convert with a whole treasure box of different sex toys. Sure, I use them when I masturbate (I can even use the word now!), but Sean and I use them together on a regular. As it was a long route, the first day it was a silent trip with just a bit of introduction and daily routine. Since I am married, I never had a thing in my mind that I would get in bed with her and would have such a pleasant moment. Days went and we use to meet in carpool while going to the office and coming back. Slowly the conversation began but was limited to professional talks. We used to have company as well with other travelers. Now it had become a daily routine when we both use to travel. The car was going too fast for me to survive jumping out. Even if I did the trunk would fly open on its springs. I could see only two ways of dealing with this.Holding the trunk lid with one hand I used my other hand to feel for wiring going to the taillights. They came out easily from the sockets but they didn't break easily. Working one handed I moved a wire so it rubbed against a gusset that strengthened the body. It was agonising minutes later when it broke free. I tied the wire where my. I was sure to bring along extra power supplies and other components that may need to be replaced. So, when I arrived at O'Hare Airport in Chicago that Thursday afternoon I was prepared for anything. There was surely nothing I couldn't handle.A driver sent over by the Playboy people greeted me at the airport. We arrived at Playboy headquarters less than a half-hour later.I was escorted in and greeted by Hugh Heffner's secretary, Lois. She was on the phone but was glad to see me."Oh, I have to go.