‘I’ve got reservations at the Trattoria, a nice room overlooking the lake.’ ‘Oh Bill, you didn’t need to, my apartment…’ ‘Hey, this wi...l be the first night I get to share with just you, Sarah. I’d like it to be really special, for both of us,’ Bill said. ‘You know, after all the craziness, the back seat of the car would be special.’ ‘Except, I don’t know how well these old bones will cooperate, it’s has been a few years since I tried any backseat maneuvers.’ ‘From what I recall, you did pretty. He started kissing me in the ear.... spoke in a soft voice..... i want to fuck u in u'r ass, if u can tolerate.... I permitted him to go on without interference........he warned me that it will hurt a bit.....I did not bother.......he layed me on the ground on my back...... aparted my legs.... held it in the air.......started licking my bums.....slowly reaching for my asshole. ...... the intense pleasure i was receiving was out of this world.......I was craving for more and more......the rise. I told her it could be anything; there was no need to panic. I asked her how long and she said ten days. "Ten days? Honey you need to go to the doctor. Something might have happened. You're always so regular."She stopped me and pulled a home pregnancy test kit out of the bag she held. I looked at her with a soft smile, and love in my eyes, and kissed her on the forehead. She held me very tightly, shaking. I held her hand as we went into the bathroom. I opened the package as she pulled up her. Even though I had come tocompletely accept my beautiful female body, even though masculinity wasjust a concept I vaguely recalled, I still felt like 15 year old Antoinereacting to how these suitors treated me. I regarded all theirblandishments, all their flattery about how pretty I was with askeptical eye. After the repeated declarations to myself that I wasAntoine that I made before each date, these words seemed like suchcalculated cajolery. And yet, oddly, whenever I saw one of the.