I vowed to myself that I would co-operate completely with Mistress in everything. It didn't appear that I really had much choice anyway and this was w...at I had dreamed up all my life, what I had dreamed of and much more. By the time I was dressed Mistress was ready to leave. She told me to carry the suitcase that apparently held everything that had been used on me today and who knows what else. It was very heavy and the knowledge of what it contained weighed even heavier in my mind. Mistress. ..Don wasn't sure about this. Wouldn't this be involving kidnapping andnumerous other "illegal" actions? Dr. Small said yes, but there wereways to get around the legal "loopholes". First, the Dr. said that amajority of the men would be either hitchhikers or runaways.Many of these men leave home without telling anyone, or, at the veryleast, without saying where they are going. Even if they disappeared for10 years, no one would have a clue where they are. Dr. Small stressedthat, in reality, this. .mamo ne jaldi se saman pack kia aur mjhe bola station pe chorne k liye….main jb unhain chor k aya to maine note kia mami kch bhuji bhuji si hain aur unho ne jaty wkt mmo ko theek se good bye bhe ni kha tha…mere ghar any pe unho ne mjhse idhr udhr ki batain kien aur pas baith k tv daikhne lgien.. Apko ye bhe btata chaloon k meri mami thori chaloo type hain is liye mamo aksar unse jhagarte thy…..khair t.v dekhte hoay maine mami k behaviour ki wja poochi to wo talne lgien per zyada israr krne per. You had so willingly dressed in the exaggeratedly girlish stuff." I didn't think so," I protested."Oh yes you did. Scarcely a boy would have put on those things at all,would have preferred to go without underwear."By way of diversion I looked at my hand. Long artistic fingernails. Andmy look was framed by long hair. Two small swellings pushed out from mychest into my line of sight. I looked like a girl, I knew that. But didI want to be one? "Do I really want to be a girl?"Only later did I.