I had accidentally fallenasleep after a grueling ten hour shift at my husband?s restaurant. When Seancame home with no one greeting him at the door an... no food on the table, hebeat me so badly he had nearly put me in the ER. He walked up to the bedroomholding a baseball bat and before I could even beg for mercy he struck me rightin the gut with the wooden thing. I fell to my knees holding my stomach andgasping for air. The pain had been remarkable. I managed to pathetically whimper?please. I can't tell you how many times I've been asked to leave the House for a sexual romp in some public area. I always decline since this is what the House is for in the first place and we work to not offend society. However, for me, privacy in sex is merely a social concern; never a personal one. And if I was with my owner, such concerns would not come into play.So if I lose a share of my own control through affection that ramps up my programmed — and most enjoyable — sexual responses, then am I. It was a sure thing that she was not wearing a bra, for as she was walking away I saw no straps. I waved and smiled at her, she returned gesture. I would have sworn she winked, but cannot be sure. When you are my age, the most innocent gesture can seem to be a come on. I went inside fixed myself a daiquiri and decided to just chill a while. I know its not even 8 o'clock and I am having a drink. Hey its noon somewhere. After downing the first one, I made myself another and decided to creep. I had my head on Josh's chest as he rubbed my back andattempted to stop my crying at the saddest part of the movie. When it wasdone he turned off the television and asked me if I was ready for bed."Yes, I want to go to bed with you." Josh went into the bedroom while Iwent to the bathroom and freshened up my makeup and made sure thateverything was in its place.When I came into the bedroom, Josh was lying on the bed partially coveredwith the sheet with his hands folded behind his head looking up.