Mrs. Estes was kind of a holyroller, perhaps her aversion was rooted in her religious beliefs. Ormaybe she just felt that way because she was a real w...man, and I was boypretending to be one.My mother and Mrs. Jackson came to my defense. Mrs. Jackson asked Mrs.Estes to ease up while my mother tried to help Mrs. Estes understand mypoint of view."He wants to be like us, Susan, and he's wanted it for a long time," mymother said. "This isn't a game or a joke. Darren is completely seriousabout. She told me with tears in her eyes that they were both sweating so much that it looked like they were in the shower.I found that description so arousing that I sported a huge erection right in front of Lily's ever vigilant eyes. She reached over and firmly grasped me and started her old tricks of jacking me off right when there were people all around us but unable to see because we had a throw on top of us in the damp early night air on the porch. It didn't take many strokes from Lily's. ............." Most boys don't know the right way to finger me or probably any woman, but after a while, I would really start to want that, first in my puss, then up my butt:"Jimmy, get me my purse, please, baby...here give me your hand. I am going to do a little manicure on you, lover man, I'm sorry, but I just don't want some old bear paw up there.." For a while, we watched the movie, kissed, and I cut his nails and then smoothed them down with the file. Every so often, I would jack him off. He was having a stroke, and at long last he was going to join Victoria. But then the dizziness increased, robbing Harold of all of his senses. Finally darkness claimed him. Just as suddenly as the dizziness had claimed Harold, it was gone. As his senses returned, the first thing that Harold realized that he didn't feel pain. All the pain that he'd felt, that he'd gotten used to feeling nearly every waking minute of his life, was gone. "So this is Heaven!" he thought with a smile, then opened.