Aur shayad uske baad bhi kayi auron ko pyar kiya hoga. Par najane kyon, hamesha pehla pyar hi sabko zyada yaad aata hai. Shayad isliye ke usme ek sach...yi, ek masoomiat bhari hoti hai. Aur shayad hamesha pehla pyar hi apko zindagi ka sabse bada jakhm bhi deta hai, jo kabhi puri tarah nahin bharta. Main bhi aaj apni zindagi ke pehle pyar se is buri tarah ghayal hui hoon ke mujhe samajh mein nahin aa raha ke apne zakhm ko marham lagane ke liye kahan jaoon. Kaise apni zindagi ke is shraap ka samna. I see it now but didn’t then. That all changed, though, when she had the miscarriage. Everyone read me the riot act – her folks, Izzy, Rod, even her doctor. Not that they needed to by that point. Just seeing her in that hospital bed crying was enough to wake me up to the idiot I had been. So, I changed. She needed far better from me than I’d been giving. So, one day not long after that, when she demanded that I quit the band, I did.”“That was pretty drastic,” Josie commented quietly, “but I can. Neither Helen nor Ashley and Lynn had dressed up for the visit, but the Bryce girls looked at them with a bit of awe which turned into excited babble once Danny unstrapped Larissa and introduced Dr. Lloyd to his great-granddaughter.“Oh, my, she is such a cutie!” Carly Lloyd cooed before she scooped her up into her arms. “Such a pretty girl!”Meanwhile, her husband looked over the two year-old Jaguar and grinned. “You must be doing all right, Daniel?”Danny grinned. “It’s my father’s, and my. She put her hand down the front of her panties once she had her shorts off. Dawn walked over to a pink fabric case and pulled a doll from it. It was a Ken doll, and they had removed all of its clothing.“Me or you?” Dawn asked.“You first. After all, you are his girlfriend,” Elizabeth said, then giggled. Dawn giggled as well, and walked over to one of the only clear spots in the room. She stood, facing me, and pulled her panties down. Although I could not see anything directly from where I stood,.