'Well, Professor,' Emily, back in the studio said and we couldsee she was hiding a smile. 'What do you make of that?'Mandy, Jeremy and Mel were still ...aughing when the professor,smiling, said, 'I think Mr Brennan is very secure in his ownsexual alignment and makes a lot of sense.''Do you think a lot of this furore is generated by people whoare insecure...?''Yes,' the professor cut in. 'as Mr Brennan put it, what does itmatter if she was an elephant? I think,' she said with a smallsmile, 'I. But Lisa wasn't stupid and might get some clue, at least when she found a clean sheet on the spare room bed.Then I booked a room at a popular hotel on the Baltic coast, packed a suitcase with some clothes and my laptop, laid it in my car, locked the house, switched off my cell phone and drove away.At the hotel I spent some time at the gym and the pool before having dinner and spending a few hours at the bar. I switched on my cell phone only long enough to download Lisa's voice and text. I felt very blessed.I met Jake through work. He was a client of an associate of mine and rumor has it he was smitten with me after just one meeting. He was very persistent and I finally relented and started to date to him. This happened not long after Robert moved to Boston and at first I told myself I was just trying to make my self feel better. But it blossomed into something much more exciting.I never thought that I could find someone that made me feel happy, but Jake did that. Once he told. There was a new contour which diverted the breeze and itseemed to whip my skirts but push the fabric of my blouse against themounds of new breast material that proudly jutted forth from this 16 yearold boy. OH MY! OH MY! OH MY!_______________________________________Mother can take back the narrative while I compose myself in my new body._______________________________________We had dinner plans that evening with Judy and Diane. I had an idea forWendy, so we stopped at Nordstrom'son the way home.