And the cost for him to receive her love, the love of Beth, and the love of John? All he had to do was love them back. There wasn’t a man alive that...could turn down such an exchange. He said, “There was no way that I thought Beth could love me. As far as I was concerned, that was the most unlikely thing that could have happened to me.”Kelly sat up and looked at Ed curious how he could have doubted that Beth would fall in love with him. The month in which he had cared for her would have captured. ”“Feel it?”“I felt your hand on my side. Do you remember dreaming?”“I have lots of dreams,” he said.“Do you remember any about me?” I asked.There was too much silence between the time I finished asking the question and his reply of, “No.”I knew he was lying. But ... I also knew how difficult it would be for a boy - he was suddenly a boy again - to admit to a woman that he had dreams about her - erotic dreams, based on how his hand had felt. Again, there was very little evidence, but it had been. After all she is affected by this also." Don't you realize how terrible it would be for her to meet a younggirl claiming to be her husband? She is still in mourning from yourfuneral. If you really love her I think you will want to spare herfurther agony."The doctor's logic was inescapable but still I complained. "I'm notused to making decisions without her input." As I see it, you have two options," she went on. "Either you caninvent a new identity for yourself, or you can adopt the identity. She dropped off a bundle at Chang’s Laundromat, bought a sexy black number from Singer’s, the swank dress shop uptown, got her hair spit and shined at the Curl-n-Go, and then by evening, she found a place that offered cool drinks and fast music. Mongo’s, a place where you wouldn’t expect to find the wife of Dutch Winslow. But Kitty seemed right at home. She sauntered in and found an empty table like it had her name on it. The rest of the joint was packed. Moe hunkered down in a back corner.