She suddenly jumped up a few bars in my girl-ranking. It's not all looks you know. "You should let me help you Adam," she offered. "Megan has already ...mproved her grades." Really Adam, she's good," Megan added, "and she makes it fun."To be honest, I was a little afraid to have Judy help me. Now that I knew she was smart along with good looking, I found myself slightly attracted to her. Feeling like that while Megan was right there with us worried me. I had made a few slip-ups in the past with. I'll wash yours."We washed, then dried, then hugged. We were both excited. Today was Fallon day one.We went to the kitchen. Bob, Mary/Fran, Rick, Kit and all of the Smart Cats were there. It was 5:15 AM. Maria had a steamer loaded with hot oatmeal, and she had set out OJ, milk, and coffee. We were ready for our flight to Fallon. This was really going to wake Sonoma County. Twenty-eight F-16's lighting it off together.We took the van to the airport, where we met the rest of the squadron and. We went down to his clinic he was alone and was doing some work on the comp seeing us his eyes glittered and he passed on the comment on my wife that she is looking very sexy today. We sat down and they started chatting about their business. I started reading magazine lying on his table to watch what they were doing and they should feel that I am not putting any head to them. I can well see the expression coming and going on my Neha and Kabir’s face.Neha has, in fact, pulled her chair close to. When she found it we ended up shaking and sobbing in the aftermath of some very scary, but amazingly cathartic sex!I couldn't model for a month after she left. I was bruised, striped, gaping and sore. And more in love than I had ever been in my life. She had discovered why I could never sustain a relationship for long. I was waiting for her, for the angel who would re-invent me as a sexual being. It's a good thing really that our careers keep us apart so much of the time, I don't think I would.