I would encourage and support her in her need for BBC. I would be proud of her total submission and service to BLACK MEN. I am aware that my little ...oy clit (4-5"hard), is not nearly enough for her and being the ever loving, devoted man who adores her would want her to be free to have as many BBCs as she likes (the more of them and the bigger the better). I would do ANYTHING for a woman, even better WIFE like that!!! The most important thing to me is proving that there is nothing she could. "We'll let you know what you need to do when the time comes." Okay, Tracy," I said.She left to get herself ready and I sat down and tried to regain mycomposure after her put down of my suitability of ever being herboyfriend. It was clear that there was a disconnect between my thinkingthat my role as Tracy's bitch was exactly that - a role - versus Tracy'sseeing me as her actual bitch. It was painfully hard to see myself theway that Tracy evidently saw me. I would have to give up forever. .. why? What happened, man?"I noticed he looked at me with gentle eyes. They were either sad eyes or "Look at me I want you to feel bad for me but I am tricking you" eyes. I hoped they were the latter. In fact when he walked closer to me it gave me the chance to get a nice closer view of those blues. I have never been so close to his (or any man's) face before."My wife might be leaving me." No. It couldn't be." Well she sure sounds like it." Have you been getting into that drink again? How much. I'll call him right now."Dad dialed and said, "Everett Johnson? This is Douglas McLoud. Joe Jones said that I could call you to put some money on the Red Sox-Yankees game on July 4th. What are the odds on the Red Sox winning? 10 to 1? Wow! I'd like to put $25 on the Red Sox. OK. Thanks. Goodbye." Well, son, we've started." Dad, to change the subject: do you think that I could get a motor scooter, now that we have some extra money?" I think that it's OK, but we'll have to convince your mother.".