Especially knowing that Mother made him wear a perfectly femininepanty from the selection of lingerie he recently acquired. He had left hisshoes on; h...ping that he'd get to pull his pants up quickly after Motherand Miss Johnson had indeed seen the outline of the maxi pad on his panty."You're going to have to take your shoes off, James, to step out of thosejeans," Mother commented."It's really cold in here today, Mother. I was hoping to keep my clotheson," James pleaded, but then walked. Friends that I knew had moved on or away and I had become isolated in my own world. I met another single parent through Karen’s attendance at nursery called Alison Dalton who had divorced her adulterous husband three years earlier. Karen had a little boy. We struck up an immediate friendship and it continued to blossom in the coming months. As the friendship grew I knew I was falling in love with Alsion. It may seem a strong term of affection but my heart and instincts were in agreement. I dare. 'Nice bike, I didn't know you rode.'I looked up and was more than a little surprised to see Petra.I smiled. The thought of my bike always made me smile and Petra's smile was contagious too. 'Afraid so, been riding virtually since my seventeenth birthday. What brings you to my humble abode?'Her smile faded slightly. 'I need to talk to you.''Okay, ' I said, wondering what Natasha had been up to. 'Give me a moment to put my bike away and we'll go in the house.''So, what's Natasha been up to now?'. "I held her hand, "No no no.....not you. Paul......it was Paul."She looked over at the sun bathing Paul, "Oh....I thought you guys were just friends?" We are....were....are....I don't know. We shared something." Did you fuck him?" No....well kind of....but not like you and I. It was just hand jobs....nothing to big. But I made me feel something - feel something different. Kind of like an awakening." An awakening?" I know - it sounds corny. But that's the best way to describe it. Since Friday.