I can't be that casual about violence and death. I'm not made that way." Would you be happier if we'd let those men kill us instead of defending ourse...ves?" Mary said."That's not the point. I see no remorse. I only see pride for a job well done." She signed. "But that's not why I'm leaving. I'm leaving because I'm frightened half out of my mind." She looked at me. "I'm putting some distance between you and me, little brother, because I don't want whatever Bell has planned for you to rub off on. I was sure that if anyone saw me, they would know that I was a slut for sure. I wasn't sure what being a slut meant, but I was sure that I was headed in that direction because I couldn't wait to get back to the bathroom again.So that was my first memory of an orgasm and I relived it again that night. The relief began with the fact that I was still alive. Most of the men who stood beside me were alive as well and that was also a relief. Maybe it was that which brought back the memories or maybe. Damn, I feel like I have something to hide! “Say, you wanna go get something to eat?” he offers. Is this another date? Excitement wells up inside of me. “I’d love to! Lemme make sure Dad knows where I’m going,” I add. Josh rolls his eyes and runs his fingers through his black hair. I think it’s so sexy when he does that and I quickly run to the house. Dad isn’t home to my surprise, but Mom’s watching TV. “Mom, where is Dad?” I ask, trying not to sound in a hurry. “He ran to the store to grab. The feeling was one that I could not even begin to describe and it did not take very long for me to blow my load into her mouth. This took her by surprise and she got up and went to the sink and spit my load out. I was embarrassed and thought that I had pissed her off because she did not say anything and had her back turnd to me. After a few moments she got undressed with her back still turned to me. When she turnd around, I got the shock of my then young life-she was a slender built.