When I'm about to boil, I come down here and blow off steam. The therapeutic value of banging nails with a hammer. I envision the day when I stand bac... and see it as complete, and then I'll haul it up and mount it out in the yard. Already I've given it a title. "My Anger, Dispelled." Of course when I consider the likelihood of the day every arriving when everything in life makes me go kissy- kissy, the chances seem better that eventually I'll be dead and some poor realtor will have to deal with. They would never expect you to lay into it as hard as a man wanting it for the raw power and handling," I told her.Smiling she said, "Joe, before we have any grounds to press this matter further, we must allow them time to do a quick analysis of the problems. If they drag their feet or give us a load of bullshit, we walk. They deal with us honestly or not at all."She was completely on target. Anyone this willing to screw over a prospective customer was not to be trusted. I did not need that. Annette said, Oh, uncle Jerry – I mean Jerry, thats great. Thank you. Jerry left for work. Later Annette put on her interview clothes and they drove to Long Beach where David ran a sporting goods import business. The job was as a receptionist. It paid $9.00/hr to start and in six months would go up to $11.00 if David liked her work. He said that he thought she could do the work and to think it over and let him know on Monday. Annette and Bev had a nice restaurant lunch and spent the rest of the. . seriously? Oh, gee mom... I don't know.It must be the rock music and Dungeons and Dragons! ForGODS'S SAKE, you stupid fucking BITCH!!! Do you THINK itcould have anything to do with you conspiring to make meinto THIS... and let my father rape me?"I reached to the center of the table, where a spiral boundnotebook lay. I showed her a page of hash marks, groups offour vertical, the fifth crossing through the group offour. The page had over a hundred and fifty such groupings.My mother sat silently.